lol, This is gonna be my 'About Me', and then if I ever make any more Journal entries, then, we'll see what'll come. I feel out of place here, lol. I like art, but it's not my life. I enjoy making it, and looking at it, but to be honest, I'd rather be making the worst piece of artwork ever than have to look at someone else's that's bad. I can't draw well, only cartoons. I enjoy lots of things. I want to be a film director. I love making movies, and I think I always will. It's not hard to make me happy. I hate being around people who are depressed, it depresses me. If it's a good friend, I'll do anything and everything to cheer them up, no matter how complex. If the person is always like that, then I don't really bother. You're supposed to enjoy life and enjoy things, and I just can't do that when other people aren't, so, I stay away from that kind of person. I have a ton of friends, but only a few handfulls of good ones; they're all I need. Them and my family. I guess I'm different from other teens. I mean, I fight with my parents and siblings and everything, but I need my family. Too much, sometimes. I can be very immature, but when I need to, I can stop. I'm good at faking my mood. I act happier than I really am, sometimes, and sometimes I'm happier inside than it's coming across. School is very important to me. I used to be a straight-A student, until high school. Then it was A's and B's, and I even got a couple C's (very few, but they do exist, lol). I'm the type of person who is willing to stay up all night and study to not get a C. I fail tests, but everything works out in the end. Anything below like, a 77% on a report card is completely unacceptable to me. I've never gotten below a 3.4 GPA, and it better stay that way. I'm Roman Catholic with strong beliefs. I procrastinate... badly. If there's homework to be done, and I don't feel like doing it, I'll clean my room before I start it. One time I even re-installed Windows on my computer before I started my homework, just so I could put it off longer. I have never and will never do any drugs. I might not ever have alcohol, either. That stuff is stupid when you're young (drugs are stupid all the time, unless they're for medical purposes). I believe that school comes before relationships, and relationships are dumb and useless until you can drive. I've had tons of "crushes", but only a few resulted in anything, and none have completely 'worked out'. I talk too much, but you can't tell. All of my friends tell me that I have a voice you can listen to for long periods of time. I think it's annoying, lol. I can sing. I only like to when I'm by myself, though. Or on stage. I like to act. I've been in tons of shows (my school's musical this year will be my 15th major-ish production. I'm a good writer, but you really can't tell by this thing. If anyone has read this far, I highly respect you, and I really think that you need another hobby. Just kidding. So, that's me in a very small nutshell. Oh yeah, and my name is Matthew. I don't care what you call me. I have a long list of nicknames ranging from Matty, 'Thew, and 'you'reretarted' to slappy, superman, and manwhore. All have stories behind them, however. I'll write later, but believe me; there will never be a post by me as long as this one again. That's pretty much a guarantee. Until next time,


~Matthew